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I have a total of 7 canker sores due to lack of vitamins, stress and our recent change of tooth paste. I don’t think I have ever been in this much pain in my entire life. I have 3 little bitches that are crowded together on the bottom right of my lip that hurt the absolute worst.. feels like razor blade cuts and they are the reason I can barely open my mouth. I have 2 on the bottom left side of my lip that are slowly healing and 2 on my top lip that are just beginning. I can barely speak, smile, kiss, eat and talk.. Warm salt water does absolutely nothing but burn and make me speechless for over an hour because I’m in too much pain to move my mouth. I just got a mouth wash my dentist prescribed me today called “Magic Wash” it seems to be slowly working and I love that it numbs my mouth from pain for about 15 minutes. I can’t wait to be pain free, I will never ever take my normal mouth for granted ever again.

I am absolutely 20000% miserable.. Canker sores are the devil.
Any other suggestions for pain and healing?

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I love the way you randomly kiss me when we aren’t paying attention to each other, I love how I always catch you staring at me with the biggest cheese on your face, I love the way you stare into my eyes when we make love, I love the way you sleep and hearing you breathe all night, I love how much fun we have together no matter what we’re doing, I love that I can go to you about anything and everything, I love how mad you get at stupid XBOX sports games, I love how you lose your wallet every single day multiple times throughout the day, I love slow dancing in the kitchen with you, I love watching Netflix shows with you (especially Dawson’s Creek), I love how mad you get at other drivers cause everyone is “driving so fucking slow”, I love how you watch me as I get dressed, I love how sexy and beautiful you make me feel every single day, I love how you always kitty/rub my back to sleep without complaining, I love how you still manage to give me thousands of butterflies and the sweatiest palms even after two years, & I especially love that I can even say we’ve been together for two years.

I could write about how much I love everything about you for days and I would still have pages and pages left to say. My love for you grows more and more every day, even when we argue over stupid things! You are more than just my boyfriend & best friend - you are my life, the reason I breathe. I’m so happy you took a chance with me, I am head over heels in love with you Matthew Christopher xo

matt and i just did this the other night.. the best

Ann Lislegaard, Nothing but Space, 1997